I can't help but feel jealous of another female. The person I love is spending Christmas day with another woman. But when they don't love them what can you do? Oh well, just move on with your life, thought i had but that little piece of infomation really hit home.
Oh yeah and Booga never wants to speak, hear from me or see me again, he said it's the only way he's going to be able to move on. We broke up like what 2 years ago...hmmm I don't get it. Oh well. Merry Christmas everyone!
I am so in love with Ben's voice (not Booga). We met up again today and whent to Karnak for coffee. Jenna was there and we sat there for about two hours listening to him sing. His voice is so beautiful, it just makes you melt. He's going to uni to study classical voice, and I tell you what, when he puts on his first show, I will have front row tickets and be there opening night.
Such a beautiful person with such a beautiful voice. He is so blessed. He is also a master at acting and sax. He is so blessed and I love him dearly. I wish he didn't live on Magnetic Island, I want to hear that voice every day.
Well Christmas is seven days away. Everyone changes around christmas, wether they get really happy and excited or depressed. I don't know about me, I guess a bit of both. Happy because of what I have but then sad because of what I don't or what I've lost.
I have been in a relationship for about a month now, noone ask me anything about it cause it's private and staying that way, but today I was really missing the person I love. The person that I hold closest to my heart even though they no longer do.
It's amazing how much has changed in this year. Friendships and relationships have been made and destroyed. I've welcomed new and amazing people into our family and pushed those already in it further away. I've been happy, I've been sad, I've been hurt and I've been spoilt. It's been a great year. But there are people I miss dearly and wish that could be here to celebrate another christmas with and a welcome in a new year.
I just wanted to say incase I do not speak to you all, that I hope everyone's Christmas is Joyous no matter your circumstances and I hope your New Year brings you many challenges both good and bad. Because we all grow and we all change, we are never the same as we are right now.
I, don't don't don't believe I fell asleep talk's a waste of time
The roller coaster that I rode with her on Valentines
And all I see I don't don't don't believe
And what you see is what you get with me
Wasting all your time
Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away from me
If you want to be mine
So don't don't don't make a sound your father's around to play with your head
The gift-wrapped guilt-trip kisses left you naked in your bed
And all I see don't don't don't believe
And all you see is what you get with me
Wasting all your time
Wasting all your time
Going all the way, looking so helpless
Everyday
Daddy's little defect
All the same
Keep your secrets away
x2
Letting go, Letting go again,
Letting go and your left with nothing
Let go it will be alright
it doesn’t matter cause it's free to waste your life
I, don't don't don't believe I fell asleep talk's a waste of time
The roller coaster that I rode with her
Wasting all your time
Wasting all your time
Chorus x2
Going all the way x2
Chorus
Waiting for you
If you wanna
Be mine
